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The sound of the Doctor's arrival in the Ramble ought to be much more catastrophic than it is. Much more fitting for a crashlanding than the anti-climactic whump of a bird-boned body hitting the ground, followed by the collectively stunned silence of park and Doctor alike. Quickly broken by a convulsive intake of breath and couple of coughs, as the Doctor rolls into a slightly less crumpled heap, recovering from having the breath knocked out of him on impact. His attitude is that of someone who has just lived an entirely foreseen consequence, and would absolutely do it again given the opportunity.
He had taken every precaution, hadn't he? Well, every precaution except not seeking out the rift. And he hadn't even done anything to it yet. Not much, anyway. Just some preliminary prodding. The Doctor gets up, pats himself down gingerly, an inventory of bodily integrity as well as pocket contents. All the important things, screwdriver, yo-yo, and--yes, chalk. The geography of the area is right for rocky outcroppings, and the Doctor means to find one and write on it for awhile. First order of business: • Do not prod the rift.
He had taken every precaution, hadn't he? Well, every precaution except not seeking out the rift. And he hadn't even done anything to it yet. Not much, anyway. Just some preliminary prodding. The Doctor gets up, pats himself down gingerly, an inventory of bodily integrity as well as pocket contents. All the important things, screwdriver, yo-yo, and--yes, chalk. The geography of the area is right for rocky outcroppings, and the Doctor means to find one and write on it for awhile. First order of business: • Do not prod the rift.
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Now, her doors swing open on his quite formal request to reveal her warm bright console room, though rather blocked by her frowning human form on the threshold. Somehow she manages to look both chiding and utterly sad, or perhaps that's largely the general air of resignation she is exuding. "Oh, Doctor," she sighs, and then has nothing else to say.
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"Hullo, TARDIS," she offers once she's back by the door. Her tone is a little subdued in deference to the ship's expression, but she adds a friendly tail wag. Then she glances between the ship and the Doctor again, wondering if she ought to just head back to the base to change rather than interrupt whatever's happening, here.
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When he mentions hope, her expression changes to something like grief. She really had been hoping, after meeting him; she'd known it might take a very long time, of course, she has no way of telling the time differential between their universes and he was likely to get distracted, but his offer of help was a sliver of hope. Now he is here, as she'd dreaded, and she is just so tired. But that isn't what this Doctor needs to hear. "I know," she says simply, and then uncrosses her arms and steps aside, briefly glancing down at the dog. "Come inside, then. Daine wants to get changed."
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She lets the Doctor step inside first, but makes a point of pausing alongside the TARDIS and leaning her furry shoulder against her leg in a bracing sort of way. The ship looks as if she could use the support. Then she trots off to the little side-room she's been using to change.
It's only the work of a minute for her to get back into her human shape and pull on her clothes. Slinging her bag over her shoulder, she heads back to the console room. Part of her thinks longingly of just edging out the door while the two of them are occupied with one another, but that would be cowardly, and she wants to make sure the TARDIS is all right before she goes.
"Hullo again," she says, looking at the Doctor as if she's a parent who isn't sure she approves of her child's prom date.
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Thankfully the non-cat, now also a non-dog, has returned to spare him the opportunity to misstep so soon. Her judgmental look isn't lost on him, either. Apparently she's still taking everything personally, no surprise there. "Aha! A teenager. I knew it." The Doctor points triumphantly, back-stepping around the console, before looking to the TARDIS. "What, are you a hotel now as well as a person? When's check-out? Did I approve this?"
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At which point her carefully neutral expression turns unmistakably unimpressed and cold. Wonderful, another one who thinks he should get consulted on her independent personal relationships. "I think you will find that you have very little say in whom I choose to befriend and what sort of assistance I choose to offer them. It is one of the many things you are going to have to get used to, now." Having sufficiently made her point, she turns to Daine with a slightly kinder expression. "Thank you for bringing him to me. I won't let him out until he understands this universe better."
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She shifts her focus back to the Doctor, and if he thought she was smug as a cat, that's nothing to how she looks, now. Rather than correct the misapprehension that she lives here, she just says, "I expect we'll be seeing more of each other." Maybe he'll even be a bit less obnoxious next time she encounters him.
Well. She has dogs to walk, and it'd probably be best if she just left these two to their own devices. She backs towards the door with a cheerful, "We'll have to go flying again soon," to the TARDIS - Goddess, she'll probably need the break after dealing with this one for any length of time - and a more pointed, "Polar bear shape, see if I don't," to the Doctor.
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Hang on, "Let me out--?" He continues backing around the console, until he's in the clear to stare incredulously at both of them. This smuglet is still threatening to turn into a bear and sit on him. He makes a face at Daine, one that would be more at home on someone an infinitesimal, inexpressible fraction of his great age, though he resists the urge to tack on a shooing gesture. Can't even throw people out of this TARDIS. What has the world come to. Well. He'll just have to let things lie for now, as foreign a concept as that is. "Yes, thank you for the welcome party, I'm sure my fruit basket is on its way. Bye now!"
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So his sarcastic dismissal of her friend is anything but acceptable and her expression hardens before she even turns back to him. Daine at least has the good sense to understand that she's better off not being here, and not to take it to heart. She makes sure to close and lock the doors behind the girl and then levels the Doctor with another judgmental look while discordant sounds ring down from the ceiling all around him.
"I understand that you must be very rattled," she begins with forced patience, being plenty rattled herself, "but I will not have you belittle my friends. I refuse to endure strife within my walls, in addition to all the strife outside."
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"It's not strife." It's so much strife, strife is practically a distant linguistic root of his name. Which is to say, he is operating as intended and it's hard to see that as a problem, like a fish in water being told everything is wet. He sounds distinctly small and unsure, a hairpin turn from his abrasive attitude just seconds ago. "You've changed a lot more than I have, that's never happened before. Are you really not going to let me out?"
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In the end, she can't seem to put words to this at all, so she doesn't, addressing his question instead. Though it isn't much easier. "I... am afraid for you," she admits, softer and more hesitant now. "More than I am at home. I can't see what you will do, what will happen to you outside. And the rift may take you away at any moment. When I arrived, your tenth was here, but I couldn't find him for days. And then, when your eighth arrived, the rift took him and your eighth was immediately incarcerated by one of the two factions monitoring the rift. You were lost to me for two weeks until someone rescued you." On some level, she is aware that this isn't how she would behave or feel in their respective home universes. She always has faith that he'll be fine, and two weeks should be nothing to her. But the constant anxiety the rift is causing her has worn her down significantly, and she has no way of dealing with it alone. Now she doesn't quite look at him, and when she speaks again it sounds like grief. "I need you here. I will let you leave, but I will hope that you won't want to."
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"Now, tell me about these rift-monitoring factions, that are apparently capable of incarcerating even a feckless version of me." That one was never bad at escapes, at the very least, so this is a cause for some concern. Not much, but some. And more importantly, it's much better for her worry to be channeled into this, giving him information to fight with. A little odd, to be asking for it and not punching it up on a monitor or digging for it, but not so very different at all, not so much so as to not have a bolstering effect, hopefully on them both.
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She does notice his attempt at reassurance, and although she can't take much solace in it, she can appreciate the sentiment. So she allows him to redirect her attention, and brings up all the information she has on Romac and the rebels on the screen; their locations, known members, methods and goals. She folds her hands behind her back and steps closer, wearing a very small sad smile at the continued dissonance weighing on them. "You may still use the console, you know. In fact, it is preferred. Communicating with this form is enjoyable, but it isn't very efficient."
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"At the moment I am not housing anyone besides you, I only have visitors," she replies stiffly, irked but not in the mood for another argument. "Daine doesn't live here either, she has quarters in the rebel base. But I have so far managed to remain undetected by both factions." Which is to say, she'd prefer if he didn't attract too much attention here, as being coveted and stolen by either party would be exceedingly troublesome and inconvenient, more so than usual.
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Except by ''''''visitors'''''' apparently. He looks at her askance. "What do you want with visitors, anyway." It's not a question, he's just still struggling to reconcile their new configuration of relative interest in people. Not that he's opposed to people, or even having them in the TARDIS, not with the frequency that that happens in his universe. But people just dropping by is unconscionable, who would ever set themselves up for that. You do something exciting, you get the people you helped or were helped by to buy you some carry out, and then you deposit them somewhere far away. That last step is crucial. And isn't he enough? Or his past incarnations, anyway. That's never even crossed his mind, it's never had to. Must have been some personal failing of theirs, probably.
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And then her sensors show her a terrible picture. Warning lights spring wildly into action on the console, and the Cloister Bell tolls as the other Doctor's presence elsewhere in the park flickers and then disappears into the rift's horrible chaos. If her expression turns into pained dismay to match her fear and horror, she doesn't notice.
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"The rift took you," she says like a sob, voice thick with grief. "I can't tell if you survived." Her fingertips dig into the fabric of his sleeves and she looks at him as though there was anything he could do about it. There must be; he is the Doctor and he mends her hurts even when he can't help anyone else.
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But she really isn't alone, she can tell, turning her focus away from the rift and fully towards him, seeking out every bit of age-old, safe familiarity in his mind. It's all still there, underneath the ultimately meaningless quirks of any incarnation, and she responds to it with warmth and recognition, though tinged with fresh pain and anxiety. And although she can generally derive very little comfort from hugs, this one is gladly accepted. She eases into his arms and rests her head against his chest, her breath calming as gradually as the warning lights on the console.
"I'm sorry," she manages at length, voice only wavering a little. "You are welcome here. You must never doubt that." The other Doctor is gone, now all that is left for her to do is to take care of him. That's all there ever has been. "And you needn't interact with this form if it unsettles you."
i am feel uncomfortable when we are not about me?
does he also crave that mineral
What he's feeling she understands, but what he's saying is harder to follow. "You really are disturbed by my ability to have friends," she realizes, stepping back a little from their embrace to look up at him in surprise, though keeping her hands on his chest as an additional point of contact. Now she can tell his disgruntlement doesn't stem from possessiveness, as she'd thought and resented, but from the same feeling of uncertainty and being uprooted, of suddenly not knowing his place. How absolutely dreadful. His place is always the same, always here. "My functions have not changed at all, nor have yours," she reassures him. "I am simply extending my horizons, something I think you will appreciate once you have settled in. You are still my pilot and I am still your ship," she finishes, trying a very small but affectionate smile. Though, how is her having friends a role reversal? As this occurs to her, her brow furrows in concern. "Are you alone, back in your universe?"
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He silently makes known his gratitude and relief at being welcomed, feeling more at ease with that form of expression. Things could have been so much worse, being stranded here with no TARDIS at all. "Though I wasn't any more alone there than in this universe. Technically." Which is a complicated and tightly wound statement, encompassing both his thankfulness for her presence as a universal constant, and his trepidation at being displaced and wing-clipped. This isn't the best outcome, but it's hardly the worst either, that has to count for something.
and being married to a time ship isn't an emotion
But this worry at least isn't allowed to fester, as his gratitude is very heartening and reassuring to feel. It seems like a step in the right direction towards mending this shaken bond of theirs, and she returns it with affection. And she has no trouble at all unwinding his statement, her smile growing a little warmer. "That is very true," she replies and, after a moment's consideration, stands up on her toes to place a kiss on his cheek.
Then she disengages, stepping back and folding her hands. This all feels so raw and delicate and fragile, fraught with desperation and dissonance, that she's unnaturally afraid of taking a wrong step. It's bound to make her irritable again later, but right now, so shortly after the loss of the other Doctor, she can't risk pushing him away. So instead she tries to change the topic, though she's not very apt at it. "What now, dear?" Deciding that is certainly one of his functions.
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At least she isn't good at steering conversations now too. Unfortunately, he isn't going to be a lot better at the moment, though that's hardly his fault. The answer to her question is a non-answer at best, at this point there are simply too many unknowns, but that won't stop him thinking out loud in her direction to stabilise his own thoughts. "I don't know," he sighs, but immediately hairpin turns to ticking off potential steps on his fingers. "Rift investigation: Looking for any gathered data-- there's got to be some records at least, if these organisations are aware of entities coming through the rift-- and then there's the rifties themselves." He clasps his hands together, steps backward around the console in standard lecturing mode. "Will have to do some observing of my own, of course." Because human recollection is notoriously unreliable, especially where the perception of highly erratic temporospatial anomalies are concerned. "No idea what that means for you, don't usually have to worry about it."