"If you prayed an I couldn't find you...or if I couldn't get to you." He doesn't say that it might also be useful if he gets trapped somewhere dangerous again, but he knows that Johnny can figure as much. He doesn't want to worry him by voicing it as a possibility. "Prayer works. This is more like insurance."

He lifts a hand to the side of Johnny's face and leans up for a kiss. He's seen the concern on Johnny's face, and that's not where he wants this to go right now. "Don't worry. I'm not expecting the worst. I just-" his eyes scan over Johnny's face as if he's memorizing it, and his hand shifts back to push his fingers into Johnny's hair. "-wanted you to have a part of me. More than the part you've usually got."

There's a pause while he smirks. "My penis. That's the usual part. Not my heart or anything like that. I wanna be clear here."