"Not the second one," she says with certainty. "It's not..." she pauses, searching for the right word, "artificial, I don't think. It's just different." She lifts a shoulder in an apologetic shrug. "Sorry, I know that's not very, um... helpful."

Sobering further, she adds, "And I'm sorry I didn't say anything before. It's hard, holding two shapes at once, especially after I've been in animal shape for a while."