He's going to leave. Tim's going to leave him and he deserves it.
He has almost no concept of what's happening when the kitten is suddenly dislodged from him and he's swooped up into the air, gravitationally paralyzed, moving so fast he almost blacks out. He's dropped back into Tim's pocket and jostled roughly as Tim runs.
He runs for a while. Jay has no idea what's happening and it doesn't matter. He can only sit there, curled up, Tim's last words still ringing in his ears.
He curls tighter and grips his head, pain starting to pound behind his eyes and his temples. Tim's still running, turning, apparently getting somewhere. It doesn't matter. Jay can't help. He never helps. He just makes everything worse.
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He has almost no concept of what's happening when the kitten is suddenly dislodged from him and he's swooped up into the air, gravitationally paralyzed, moving so fast he almost blacks out. He's dropped back into Tim's pocket and jostled roughly as Tim runs.
He runs for a while. Jay has no idea what's happening and it doesn't matter. He can only sit there, curled up, Tim's last words still ringing in his ears.
He curls tighter and grips his head, pain starting to pound behind his eyes and his temples. Tim's still running, turning, apparently getting somewhere. It doesn't matter. Jay can't help. He never helps. He just makes everything worse.
Do me a favor and stay out of my life.
He wraps his arms around himself and waits.