He suffers the extremely odd sensation of feeling his body shut down.
He's more alert than he should be. Actually he's getting more alert all the time. His eyes slip shut and his arms and legs go limp, his heart gives out, but - he's still here, he can hear, or - sense? - Tim breathing. What's going on? Is he just trapped in his body now, is this what a coma is like?
And then his body is just gone. Blinks right out. Swept back up into some formless void.
But he knows he's here.
He still knows who he is.
Tim? he tries to say but nothing comes out, he is nothing, no body, just - consciousness, presence. Is he a fucking ghost now?
Whatever he is, he's adrift. Nowhere. Can't find Tim again. Can't find anything. Can't do anything. Inactive, intangible, but awake. Waiting. Fuck knows what for.
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He's more alert than he should be. Actually he's getting more alert all the time. His eyes slip shut and his arms and legs go limp, his heart gives out, but - he's still here, he can hear, or - sense? - Tim breathing. What's going on? Is he just trapped in his body now, is this what a coma is like?
And then his body is just gone. Blinks right out. Swept back up into some formless void.
But he knows he's here.
He still knows who he is.
Tim? he tries to say but nothing comes out, he is nothing, no body, just - consciousness, presence. Is he a fucking ghost now?
Whatever he is, he's adrift. Nowhere. Can't find Tim again. Can't find anything. Can't do anything. Inactive, intangible, but awake. Waiting. Fuck knows what for.