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Jay Merrick ([personal profile] deadeyedchild) wrote in [community profile] bigapplesauce2015-07-28 01:27 am

and on this casket's back sits a little lonely ghost [open to multiple]

He can feel Tim leaving him, waking up, and he tries to follow. He doesn't know how. This is all new territory, following someone from one plane of existence to another. He tries to visualize himself holding onto Tim's hand. It's embarrassing but it works.

He thinks it works.

He feels different.

The world feels familiar - not the empty void he'd been inhabiting, but the world, solid and real, tangible. He's here. He's back.

He still feels like he's looking at it through glass, though. He looks down at his hands, which are - sort of there, at least, he knows they're there. He can almost see them. Except not quite.

"Oh come on," he mutters, and no sound comes out. He knows he's spoken but he can't quite hear it. He tries to lay a hand on his own arm and he feels a buzz of static as his fingers pass through himself. Oh, god.

He's a fucking ghost.

This is not quite what he had in mind. He knows it's not what Tim had in mind.

It's better than nothing.

He takes a moment to try and figure out where he is. He finds that he can move, not exactly by walking, but sort of drifting along the ground. He accidentally passes through someone, who shivers violently and looks thoroughly spooked for a few seconds. He is unable to get anyone's attention, or interact with anything.

He has to get to Tim somehow, but he can't really take a train, can he? He's not even sure what part of the city he's in.

So he rambles. After a while he finds it's easier to just move through walls than to try to go about things the normal way. Shortly after that revelation he starts picking up the very bizarre skill of moving up through a building, in and out of offices and apartments.

Travel is easy, but communication is nearly impossible.

He searches, having nothing else he can do, for someone he knows.


[[Jay is wandering all over kingdom come today so if you want your character to have a weird ghost encounter, pick a location and we'll see what happens. It's going to be super hard to notice him if you don't have any kind of telepathic/other helpful powers, but that's okay, we can do short shenanigan threads if you're into that. A quick little ghost encounter! Hey, maybe Jay can overhear some awkward dialogue or embarrassing secrets. Maybe he'll accidentally figure out how to knock something off a counter and then go nuts trying to do it again. The sky is the limit. Have fun!]]

UPDATE: as often happens with this kind of thing we have Jay on a pretty tight schedule now. The Balladeer meets him around lunchtime, and then the line of Rush/Iman - Daniel - Greta gets set into motion sometime after. Greta will be taking Jay back to his building in the late afternoon. If you want to meet him when he's out and about it'll now have to be prior to lunch or snuck in between lunch and his adventure through the former ROMAC apartments. There is still plenty of room in there for nonsense, it just won't be able to lead to Jay actually getting home. SHENANIGANS!
andhiswife: (downcast)

[personal profile] andhiswife 2015-07-28 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
There's a great deal of comfort to be had from the things that don't change. Greta hadn't really appreciated that before - before the Curse, or the Giant, or the Rift, or, most recently, the Devil. She appreciates it now, though, which is why she's baking as if she has a shop to run, despite the lack of any such thing.

It doesn't matter. She can keep some of the results for herself, see that her friends get a share, and put the rest in the lobby for anyone who wants or needs it. Things have been weird since the factions fell, and while nobody's starving or getting kicked out onto the street, that doesn't mean a little free food might not make things easier for someone whose life could use a little easing.

If nothing else, it's a nice treat.

At present, she has her sleeves rolled up past her elbows as she kneads a batch of dough, the radio playing quietly in the background. The afternoon sun is slanting into her apartment, emphasizing the puffs of flour she keeps sending into the air. The downside to such an unusual lot of baking is that it's making an unusual lot of mess, but the prospect of an unusual lot of cleaning doesn't bother her. She'll get to it.

For now, there's kneading.
andhiswife: (frightened)

[personal profile] andhiswife 2015-07-29 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
She doesn't notice the peculiar eddies in the airborne flour right away, but after a moment she lifts her head without quite knowing why she felt the need to do so. There's nothing to see. The apartment is plainly empty aside from herself. More to the point, it's warded, so there really is no need to be jumpy. The corners of her mouth tick down into a self-recriminating frown, and she flips the dough over, giving the gesture a bit more emphasis than is strictly necessary. A fresh puff of flour wafts into the air, and--

--WHAT.

The cloud of white dust breaks in midair like a wave against the shore, but the shape revealed by the negative space is human, and it's reaching for her, and she stumbles back into the refrigerator with a cry of alarm.
andhiswife: (it's not okay)

[personal profile] andhiswife 2015-07-29 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
The shape jerks back, as if surprised at being caught out. She half-expects it to rally and rush toward her, finish whatever grim business it's come here to do. Why is this happening to her? What is it? She can't tear her eyes away from it, even as the settling flour makes its shape harder to pick out. One hand gropes blindly at the counter behind her for a moment before seizing the handle of a bread knife, and she points it at the fading shape defensively.

"Um." It's fading further without the flour dust to define it, and she shifts nervously. Seeing it is frightening, not seeing it is worse. God, what if it starts moving around? It could end up anywhere, and she'd have no idea. "Ummmm," she says again, more frantic and keening this time, before making a mad dart towards the island and swatting over the bag of flour. Then she skips back again, knife clutched in both hands.

It's a solid blow, and the bag both coughs out a large puff of white dust and sends some of what already covered the counter floating back into the air. The shape is where she left it, still standing beside the island, and it's... it's just standing there, arms raised in an unmistakably pacifying gesture. As if she's scared it.

Greta's brow furrows, and the knife dips for a moment. "I--" Well, she's not going to apologize. Nor is she relinquishing the upper hand, if she actually has it. She lifts the knife again, eyes narrowing. "What do you want?"
Edited 2015-07-29 16:22 (UTC)
andhiswife: (recovering herself)

[personal profile] andhiswife 2015-07-29 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
The wave is a surprise, though it's nothing compared to the kneeling, as if it's mistaken her for a Queen or something. That thought is so appalling that she finds herself setting down the knife with mortified alacrity and wringing her hands together. She doesn't want this thing bothering with her at all, let alone deferring to her like an insubstantial footman. She is no one. What could it possibly want from her, or do for her?

"Don't... don't move," she orders, if it's taking orders. Giving them feels absurd, and she tacks on a quavery, "Please. I... I just want to look at you."

It doesn't move. That's... promising?

Greta edges forward, scooping up a palmful of flour as she goes. The figure remains still and passive as she stretches out her hand and sprinkles more flour over it, like a light snowfall. The dust cascades down, not bouncing off the figure, but veering far enough off its course for her to make out its hair and the slouch of its shoulders. Greta frowns, unsettled by the sight, and it takes her several moments to realize there's something familiar about its features, about the apologetic way it's holding itself.

It can't be.

Greta drops into a crouch before it, lifting her hand with its remaining coating of flour and gently blowing it towards the figure's face. And there he is, eyes squinched shut under the light onslaught, but unmistakable.

She gasps, inhales flour dust, and descends into a coughing fit. By the time she's recovered enough for speech, the flour has settled, but she looks toward where he was and croaks, "Jay?!"
andhiswife: (oh dear)

[personal profile] andhiswife 2015-07-29 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh--" she flinches away from that icy touch unthinkingly, then stills as she pieces things together. "Oh, is that...?" She lifts a hand to her shoulder to rub a little warmth back into it, then cautiously reaches forward until her fingertips sink into a patch of frigid air. "That's you," she breathes, astonished, before pulling her hand back.

Well, then. This is a different sort of terrible, but she supposes it still counts as progress. He's out of the dreaming, even if he's still little more than a ghost.

He must not be able to speak, or he would have by now. Greta clears her throat and clambers to her feet. "Right," she says to the empty air, going for a more bracing tone of voice. "You've made it out of the dreams, so that's something. Can you, er..." she looks around, at a loss for ways he might actually communicate with her. "Can you move anything?" She could get a pen if he's capable of writing. As an afterthought, she sends out another puff of flour - if nothing else, he can gesture at her.
andhiswife: (neutral - in the woods)

[personal profile] andhiswife 2015-07-30 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
Greta hums in response to the head shake. The poor lad. Out of the dreaming he may be, but she can't help thinking he's in even worse shape now than he was before. He's only in the real world by the barest margin: he can't talk to anyone, he's completely invisible without the flour trick, and the closest he can get to touching anyone is making them feel uncomfortably chilled.

He can move the flour, though. Or the flour can move around him.

"What about the flour?" she asks, nodding at the dusting covering the floor. It's noticeably thinner where Jay is kneeling, giving her an idea of where he is even without it being airborne. "Could you--" her phone buzzes, and she lifts her head with a little tsk of annoyance. "Could you move that?" She considers ignoring her phone for the moment, then considers the week she's had and decides she'd better not. "Hang on," she says with an apologetic glance in Jay's general direction before heading to the table and checking her texts.

Her eyebrows shoot up, and she hastily taps out a response, feeling a little foolish for not thinking to text Bee immediately. "It's Bee," she explains as she awaits a response. "She says you... you're trying to get to the old Rebel building. It's across the Park from here, but it's not that far."

The flour has all settled. She crosses back to the island and swipes some flour off the counter top and into the air. "Do you need help?" she asks, watching for his reaction.
andhiswife: (baroo)

[personal profile] andhiswife 2015-07-30 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
"All right." Now they're getting somewhere. Greta's not sure how much of a difference haunting his own building will make as opposed to haunting hers, but maybe Bee has a better understanding of the situation, or knows someone else who can help. "She says Tim knows you're here, and that he'll be waiting there for you, too." 'Tim,' that sounds vaguely familiar. Does she know any Tims? Well, she'll be seeing him soon enough. Maybe he can make Jay a little more solid. A look at her map application confirms where she's going, and she nods once before setting the phone down.

"If you like, I could walk you there." She gives the dough one last flip, stirring up more flour, then glances Jay's way as she digs out a bowl she can put it in. It'll be fine in the fridge while she's out, and the rest of the mess can wait until she gets back. It'll be a beast to clean, but at least it's all dry. "It's probably too windy out for this flour thing to work, but if you touched me, I could keep track of you that way. Does that sound all right?"
andhiswife: (smile - tiny)

[personal profile] andhiswife 2015-07-30 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
Greta smiles, faint but genuine. At least she can do this much for the poor boy. "Let me just..." She scoops some of the flour into her handkerchief and ties it shut. It won't work in open spaces, but it might if they ducked somewhere more sheltered. There's a chance Jay might need to communicate something more complicated than 'I'm still here,' and even if not, she'd rather have the flour and not need it than need it and not have it.

"Okay," she says, absently patting her pockets to make sure she has everything. "Off we go."

andhiswife: (listening - mild)

[personal profile] andhiswife 2015-07-31 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
Well, that was certainly an adventure. Things improved drastically when they reached the Park and she could slow her pace without worrying about holding people up, but the initial leg of the journey was something of a trial. She's going to have a hard time looking that one particular neighbor in the eye. Well, maybe she can explain the situation to her, later. This might be the only city where 'the Rift turned my friend into a ghost' is as believable as the idea of a madwoman talking to herself for no obvious reason.

"Bee's up on the 18th floor," she says, speaking a bit more freely now that they're indoors. "I'll take the elevator and wait for you before I knock." Hopefully she won't have quite so long a wait as before; Jay seemed to have some difficulty navigating the stairs in her building.

Once she's off the elevator, she lingers near the stairwell. If she has to hover somewhere, she'd rather not do it right outside Bee's door. She starts when Jay taps her shoulder, as much because he was faster than expected as because of the cold, then heads down the hall, absently smoothing her palms over her skirt. She's rather curious to meet this Bee person; she seems friendly, just going by her texts, and it was clever of her to message the entire network to arrange this.

She checks her pocket for the little flour bundle one last time, then gently raps on Bee's door.
apidae: (sweetheart)

[personal profile] apidae 2015-07-31 06:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Bee hurriedly finishes neatening the last couple stacks of books and skips to the door to open it.

"Hi!" she says brightly. It's always a bit of a gamble meeting someone for the first time, hoping their patterns won't knock her off balance the way Peter's or Tim's had - to say nothing of the Doctor or Aziraphale - but Greta's patterns are rather straightforward and pleasantly musical. What mostly followed a calm and predictable path became very messy indeed right before the break which signifies the Rift scooping her up - and after that, there's a good deal of sadness and regret, which is to be expected. There's also a bright point of happiness which seems to be an intersection with another person whose patterns are not familiar to her, and she doesn't mean to, but it's not difficult to piece this together, once she recalls an odd text she received some weeks ago.

"Greta," she says without skipping a conversational beat, reaching out a hand, and she grins a little, unable to help it. "Right. Greta. I remember now."

An incautious thing to say, but she's a little giddy. She's happy to know Jay is back, for Tim's sake.

She pauses now to try and sift out Jay's patterns. There is something there, certainly, but it's odd and faint, difficult to pry out. That's a little disappointing, but at least there's confirmation he's there. What she can see is very like Tim's, so maybe it's a good thing she can't make it out. Goodness knows no one needs to see her fall to pieces.

"Hello, Jay," she says softly. "Tim will be along in a moment. Would you both like to come in?" She steps back to admit them.
andhiswife: (smile - pleased)

[personal profile] andhiswife 2015-07-31 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Greta perks up at the cheery greeting. Cheery person, really; Bee seems no less than delighted to see them (well, the one of them who's easily visible). It's a nice welcome to receive - especially after the journey they've had - and she clasps Bee's hand warmly and smiles down at her. "And you're Bee. It's nice to meet you properly."

Her smile takes a turn for the bewildered when Bee says she remembers her. "Er... have we met already?" she asks, a little concerned that they did, and she forgot. It doesn't seem too likely; Greta has a good enough memory for faces, and Bee strikes her as a bright spark. Then the pieces fall into place, and she flaps a hand dismissively. "Oh. You got the texts, I suppose." The thought still leaves her with a faint twinge of guilt (poor Iman), and now it's joined by a more recently acquired stab of concern. There are certain individuals she'd rather didn't make that connection immediately upon hearing her name.

But Bee isn't one of them. "Thank you," Greta says as she steps into Bee's apartment, quietly approving of how neat and tidy she keeps it. Her gaze is drawn to the ward on her window, which has been beautifully worked into the glass. How lovely!

She turns back towards Bee, and the general area where she presumes Jay must be drifting. "It's a bit hard for Jay to talk," she explains, not knowing how much the Balladeer has filled Bee in. "He can't seem to move anything - at least not so far - but it's noticeable when he touches you, so it's not too hard to work out signs for 'yes' and 'no.' There is a trick to seeing him," she adds, "but I'm afraid it's a bit messy, so it might be better left until Tim arrives."
postictal: (what the fuck boy)

[personal profile] postictal 2015-08-01 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
This is turning into kind of a mess. Messes are dealable, usually, unless they're the kind where a sort-of not-friend dies and then turns into a ghost, and Tim might have hired some kind of alien to track down said not-friend, and now - yeah. This is going great.

How'd they even find him, if he really is a ghost? Does he even wanna know?

"Uh," says Tim, fist still hovering mid-air in preparation to knock again. He only sees two people, and neither of them look dead, or like ghosts, or like Jay.

"Wh - uh, Greta?" He performs a double-take as the other woman's name and appearance fully registers. "Do, uh, don't I know you?"

Oh, right. That was the dream where they couldn't stop knocking shit over, like a pair of preternaturally clumsy, petulant cats. Great.
andhiswife: (smile - fond)

[personal profile] andhiswife 2015-08-01 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh!" Oh, she knows him. "Yes, I--I remember." That dream had been rather a mess, and Tim had been worrisomely ill for at least part of it, but he seems to be doing well enough, now. And she takes it nothing in Bee's apartment is going to fall apart the moment one of them touches it. "It's good to see you again," she says, rather than touch on the ridiculous circumstances of their first meeting. This can be something of a fresh start.

Though it doesn't really help that there's still a bizarre problem that needs solving, and with none of them necessarily equipped to handle it.

Well, at least she can offer something. "I was telling Bee--I sort of stumbled upon a way to see Jay, at least a little. I could show you." She digs out her flour bundle, which is already leaking just a little. The cloth she used to wrap it isn't that finely woven, and it must have endured a fair amount of jostling in her pocket. "Jay, if you wouldn't mind standing just here," she gestures to her own right side, "and giving me a tap when you're there...?"

A beat or two, and then a familiar freezing sensation drifts through her shoulder. It's not as sharp a sensation as it was to begin with, probably because she's used to it, but she makes a mental note to check later and make sure all these icy touches haven't done her any actual damage. "Right," she murmurs, lifting the improvised bag over where Jay's head should be and giving it a few gentle bats with her hand.

A little flour showers down, drifting to the floor by way of Jay's outline, his head and shoulders temporarily but unmistakably visible. "He surprised me while I was baking," Greta confides with a grin. "Scared me half to death, though I'm sure he didn't mean to."
postictal: (behind you)

[personal profile] postictal 2015-08-01 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. Okay then. Everyone seems really fucking pleased about this whole development, but it's not until the puff of flour collects along the ridges of the skinny dumbass's outline that Tim can accept any of the words being thrown at him.

"Jay?" he says cautiously, experimentally, stretching a hand into the fading dust of flour. His fingertips brush something absolutely glacial, a chill shuddering up the joints of his knuckles, and he jerks back far too sharply.

"Wh - uh," he gulps inarticulately. His eyes dart nervously between Bee and Greta and the faint outline that's presumably Jay, unsure of whether he should be as thrilled as they seem to be. He raises a hand inanely and waves. "Uh. Hi. I guess."

So much for that warm fucking welcome.
andhiswife: (neutral)

[personal profile] andhiswife 2015-08-01 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Greta flaps a hand in good-natured dismissal. It was a complete accident, honestly; no cleverness required on her part. Tim's reaction is a bit more muted, and she sobers. This can't be easy for him. It wasn't easy for her, and she only knows Jay a little. Tim must be quite close with him.

"It's... not ideal," she admits, referring to both the flour trick - it's mostly settled onto Bee's otherwise clean floor - and Jay's general state. "But he's out of the Dreaming, at least."

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