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It's funny how time passes when you have responsibilities you can turn to.
It's been nearly a month since he visited Gabriel's dreams and set him free from Romac's cells. And that wasn't even the worst thing that happened that week, just the final cruel cherry on top of the sundea of suck, to put it mildly.
Since then, he's not really seen anyone he didn't have to, neither awake nor dreaming. He's just dived into his work. He had a lot to make up for after calling in quite a few favours, after all, but mostly it was a distraction. A way to keep from confronting everything. And at least his work is interesting, and challenging, and everything it should be. But it's become much more difficult to take any joy from it.
And it's pretty difficult to distract yourself when you're pretty much conscious 24/7, regardless of whether you're awake or asleep. He's gotten very little sleep, because it either means sitting alone in his head with nothing to do, or visiting other people's minds, neither of which has been that appealing. It's a miracle he hasn't cracked completely (yet).
It's only a matter of time though, so now he's walking up to one of the few people that he still trusts, who's still here, and who (hopefully) doesn't hate him. It's become a pretty short list.
"Hello," he says to the TARDIS once she comes into view around the rocks and trees. "I'm not here for the Doctor, I'm here for you," he tells the box, in case she calls for him. The Doctor's still on that list as well (though Topher hasn't seen him in ages either), but he doesn't exactly inspire Topher to open up about his problems.
"I brought you something," he adds, reaching into his pocket and pulling out a bag of chocolates and toffees, since the Doctor had informed him she likes sweets. It may be a bribe so that she'll be patient with him.
It's been nearly a month since he visited Gabriel's dreams and set him free from Romac's cells. And that wasn't even the worst thing that happened that week, just the final cruel cherry on top of the sundea of suck, to put it mildly.
Since then, he's not really seen anyone he didn't have to, neither awake nor dreaming. He's just dived into his work. He had a lot to make up for after calling in quite a few favours, after all, but mostly it was a distraction. A way to keep from confronting everything. And at least his work is interesting, and challenging, and everything it should be. But it's become much more difficult to take any joy from it.
And it's pretty difficult to distract yourself when you're pretty much conscious 24/7, regardless of whether you're awake or asleep. He's gotten very little sleep, because it either means sitting alone in his head with nothing to do, or visiting other people's minds, neither of which has been that appealing. It's a miracle he hasn't cracked completely (yet).
It's only a matter of time though, so now he's walking up to one of the few people that he still trusts, who's still here, and who (hopefully) doesn't hate him. It's become a pretty short list.
"Hello," he says to the TARDIS once she comes into view around the rocks and trees. "I'm not here for the Doctor, I'm here for you," he tells the box, in case she calls for him. The Doctor's still on that list as well (though Topher hasn't seen him in ages either), but he doesn't exactly inspire Topher to open up about his problems.
"I brought you something," he adds, reaching into his pocket and pulling out a bag of chocolates and toffees, since the Doctor had informed him she likes sweets. It may be a bribe so that she'll be patient with him.